Sometimes, I want to stand up and shout “I am here” to a world that mostly doesn’t seem to notice my existence.
Sometimes, I take the long way home just because.
Sometimes, the sun doesn’t seem very bright or very warm.
Sometimes, I think my cats are smarter than I am.
Sometimes, I wonder why things play out the way that they do.
Sometimes, I get lost in my own thoughts for hours, like yesterday.
Sometimes, I wonder why I am so different from most people I know, and why I just can’t get into the “normal” things they are into.
Sometimes, I wonder if this is all a supreme cosmic joke.
Sometimes, I feel like I am in on that joke.
Sometimes, I feel like I am the butt of that joke.
1 comment:
I know you exist!
We do have smart cats....
I have been known to get lost in my thoughts for hours as well. Sometimes I don't sleep a whole night or work a whole day. :)
You aren't normal-why try to be. I am not normal--gave up on that a looooong time ago. :)
I have often thought God was laughing at me. Maybe he is right now, who knows.
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