Sleep

Yep, need it again. I got none last night, had trouble sleeping with Jen gone this time.  But, that means the book I started Saturday will be finished tonight.  I love finishing books in under a week!

 

I’ve been pondering the rest of my life, and my life before now recently. I’ve spent most of my life looking for something, and I’ve searched in all sorts of places. I’ve used all sorts of chemicals to help me search in the past, and I’ve come close to finding it there, but there’s always something missing.

 

 

I think it comes down to this, and this is a mantra that I repeat often because I truly believe it.

 

 

I still believe in paradise. It’s not someplace you visit, or someplace you can live. It’s how you feel for one instant in time, and once you’ve experienced it, it will last forever.

 

 

 

And this is why I love Jen, because this is how I feel every time I’m in her arms.